that mtv show ‘when i was 17’… in the blink of an eye, we’re going to be thinking ‘when i was 17..’. everything we do now, they’re just going to be memories, good or bad. we’re all going to be the same, just kids in an adult body. who you were 10 years ago, that inner fat kid or happy child, we never stray too far from who we are.
have you ever gotten jealous of a past you weren’t a part of? nostalgic of a future that hasn’t yet happened? homesick when you’re lying in your bed? have you ever felt like a complete paradox, lacking in logic?
waking up in the evening air, i can never remember how to care.
i just want to sit here till the end of time feel nothing but itself pass by weaving in and out of everything, with nothing but just a mind breathing in and out with these lungs that are all mine
a) with every person and the people they choose to be around, there’s a venn diagram situation that goes on. certain qualities that makes them gravitate towards them, a characteristic that they appreciate or can relate to. maybe it’s because they’re fun and exciting, or attractive and fashionable. honest and caring, or intelligent and sophisticated. it’s these things that...