when it comes down to it, i think the human mind is both incredibly complex yet downright simple. and obviously this sense of perspective is applicable to almost every situation, depending on the scale that you’re judging it by. but on this planet, we are reaching an estimated population of 7 billion. 7 000 000 000. do you realize how many people that is? how many people trying to get by in their day to day life, finding their own piece of mind and looking for their soul mate? and it’s crazy how there are all these undeclared differences serving as a barrier, each person claiming their thoughts to be truth, when our basic human emotions and instincts are exactly the same. even if i am right, does that mean everyone else is wrong? and beyond that 7 billion, is a universe so large that i can’t really grasp it. with all this available to us, i don’t really understand why everyone is so eager to content ourselves with trivial matters. there’s too much to see. it’s like staring at a picture of a piece of bacon so hard, that you don’t realize there’s a whole fucking plate right beside you.
“You are serious and disinclined to frivolous or inconsequential activity. It’s a time best spent working alone, structuring and organizing your life in some way, and focusing on whatever tasks (however distasteful or tedious) that you really need to do. You feel like withdrawing from people and find social situations unfulfilling or wasteful. “
This actually just summed up the atmosphere of my day and how I felt towards the world. Droughts of introversion are a cause of inconvenience.